I am really getting into the swing of this website thing. It is a exercise in human psychology...boys always describe what they imagine your body looks like whereas I concentrate on the other sensations.....how he smells, how he feels, how I feel, what I want to hear, what I want to taste!!!! It certainly beats playing solitaire!
You start by making small talk. And if he sparks my brain, my body tends to respond. The conversation becomes more flirty - and there is ALWAYS a flirty response to any remark! So we continue...moving slowly, luxuriating in every sensation, describing every subtle move, feeding and exploring off each other. Occasionally it does disintegrate into a comedy of errors but if the desire is there, the game will return. Alternating between describing what you want to do and what you want to receive but always skirting round the subject......the mind is a powerful thing...so I always stop short of decribing contact.
M was particularly good at it, he responded to my subtleties with a passion I needed. Slowly the momentum built, we slowed it down before rushing headlong into it and slowing it down again. And when we had tasted the entire menu, my skin glistened and I was out of breath. Unfortunately, he wasnt quite there....he continued and it just seemed silly then. Oh well, nothing for it but to feign hanging computer screen and being a girl, I cant possibly understand anything more about it!!!!!
Maybe I am a player. After all, I used poor M to satisfy my appetite! I know he enjoyed himself too and it was only cyberpudding. Its not as if I stood him up or anything! Question is what will I do when I want to go further???? Believe me, at this rate, I will
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